Today has been a weird day.... It started off GREAT. I got up and did my workout but I felt like at the end I could of upped it and worked harder and I didn't because I was scared I would not be able to do it, I did not want to have to decrease my speed or incline. I was okay with that. I thought next week I will increase my speed and incline. Then my meals were all off... I did not have time to prepare my food for the week and did not have a cooler packed. I ate healthy just not what the plan was. Then Mitz came home with chocolate and I did not even want any but ate it anyways because it was there and it was 85% cocoa so its the "healthy" chocolate. I am not upset that I ate it I am upset because I didn't want to eat it.
Anyways I don't want to be negative because I think that I have done great! I have stuck to my plan, I just think that I could be doing so much more. I have HUGE goals! Goals that will I think will blow my mind when I actually reach them. I have been trying to visualize what it will be like when I reach my goals and what I will look like, how i will feel ect and its exciting and its also a bit scary. I know that I am capable of more... Tomorrow is a new day and I cant wait for it to start!!!