I'M BACK!!

Well if you haven't noticed I have not blogged in forever. Not only that my last month has been terrible. It started with doing my workouts but slacking on what I was eating. I was getting very lazy with my nutrition and thought I workout so hard I can eat this crappy food if I want to. Then I complety fell off the wagon not only did I fall off I ran in the opposite direction screaming! I ate everything I could eat. If it was UNhealthy I would eat it. I stopped working out completely for 2 weeks. What was supposed to be my last 2 weeks of p90x was instead 2 weeks of me sabotaging my hard work and being guilt ridden b/c of it. One day my husband came to me and said "Charity what are you doing?", "You are determined to not be successful with your health goals." And that is when I realized that he was right. I could no longer see myself getting past a certain weight, I didn't deserve or could never attain the body that I want to have.
I decided that playing the victim was no longer acceptable. The next day I got up and did plyo and every single one of my muscles KILLED from my butt down. But I felt good! This week I started full force again and I am going to finish my last two weeks. So instead of finishing p90x in 90 days I will finish it in 104 days. No biggie.
We have a saying in our family that we use with our girls. Whenever they fall weather its off the bed, down the stairs, off the park whatever, we ask them " why do we fall" and they respond " so we can get back up"
I fell and I am back up ready to fight for what I want. I have aprox 1 1/2 weeks left till my first round of p90x is done! Round 2 starts on June 9th! This time I will finish 90 days in 90 days! Anybody else ready to BRING IT and start June 9th with me??